HAVE YOU SEEN MY POISON?

How beautiful you are to me

The attention you show me is breathtaking

The way you make me feel is unearthly

I LOVE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

You always know the right words to say

The adventures we share, they have been like a roller coaster

Not knowing what is going to happen next,

While still trying to gain control of what just happened

I LOVE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

You play the right music every time

The melodies you play are shocking and yet satisfying at the same time

Oh, you know the right tunes to get me going

I LOVE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

Chase after me somemore

Command my body and take my mind

Keep me near and don’t let me out your site.

I LOVE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

Only you can make me feel this way

Trembling all over and exhilarated at the same time

I anticipate the next time you surprise me

Excited for the next time you attack me.

BUT YOU ARE NO GOOD FOR ME!!!!

Last night you showed up in my dreams

I HATE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

You’ve ruined my life, why must you try to ruin my dreams?

I HATE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

My life today is better without you

Stop trying to ruin this life like you did last life

You have no place here anymore

I HATE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!!

I am no longer weak

I am no longer no slave

I am no longer hypnotized by you

I HATE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

Once, you were so beautiful to me

But I’ve seen the monster in you

Now, you are uglier than I have ever imagined

I HATE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

No longer will I be imprisoned by you

Stay out of my mind, you have already been struck down

Today, I am a warrior of the most HIGH

My armor stays on, so you can no longer attack me

I HATE WHEN YOU ATTACK ME!!

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AllSheSi

From the moment of birth, I was born to stand out and make a difference in the world. I am a driven woman with an open mind for different view points. Throughout my blogs you will see different perspectives from different cultures and views. My hope is that we can all have somewhat of an understanding of different backgrounds. So please, read, discuss, chime in and engage. All point of views are welcome here!

7 thoughts on “HAVE YOU SEEN MY POISON?”

  1. Sadly this is the reality of one too many in toxic relationships of any kind. No one knows what they are going through, because they don’t believe they will be heard. Then one day, they find the strength to say enough is enough and they remove themselves from the toxic environment. The scars remain and therapy is needed, but they are starting to trust themselves again and find ways to become more resilient. Their tribulation is now a testimony they freely share so others can now the signs and exit before it gets too much.

    Thank you for allowing yourself to pour into others as you have hard topic that we must be willing to speak on.

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  2. But… God! Great job Allegrey, let HIM ☝🏿 Use you. We all have fallen short but by His Grace and Mercy He gives us the opportunity to get I together. Thank you for sharing these each week.

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  3. That’s deep and accurate (in my eye’s) of most relationships that aren’t built on a common ground but built by what a person can offer, lust or what a person looks like.. etc but I enjoyed this very much…

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